Lesson to Learn

I have a new job now. Started March 2007..... and found out,... not ideal job for me because of the following reasons:

a. I do not enjoy it
b. Does not in line or connected to Information Technology (which I love) c. Lower salary but minimum (non- benifits yet)
d. I would say not quite challenging,.... but there are some things that I can pick up and learn from day to day.
e. Three months probationary (under scrutiny and watchful eyes of course) and its up to me if I let them to regularize my "rendered of service" to them. And from the feedback that I got.... it was negative most of the time.

Negative most of the time would be "Hindi ka pwede dito"; "Malapit na akong mainis sa ale na to"; "Taga rito ka kaya ginagawan ka ng paraan para di maalis dito"....... oh did i mention that comments were actually came from the mouth of my boss. .... and you know what,.... mga friendship? , I have a hunch.... that my boss will fire me. ( he he he he he he) at he he he pa rin.... at nakuha ko pang tumawa (charinggola). And it did crossed my mind ... parang gusto ko silang paniwalaan na ganon nga ako. They hired me because of out of "awa" and not because of my potential and ability.

But to top it all ... I have applied and accepted the job because.......... I got to have one...... and honestly I needed one.!!!! (There i said it). It's practically not my ideal dream job...but i do honestly need one . I need it to sustain not only my needs but for my family (mother, nephews, etc.,)

I need your prayers!!!

And as the days go by...... here the catch..... i was fired.!!!! (June 2007)

Yes .... you head it right.... i got fired!!!! hmmmmmm ... how did i took it.... well..... ill be a hypochite if i say im not affected at all.. but im taking it lightly. And i wondered.... if i made the right decision or reaction??? If i did not give and express my side as an act of retaliation to an irate fault finder sub-boss would the result been different??? You know, just let him shouted at me while he was banging the door and practically intimidating me. I think not..... even if I enlightened the big boss about the incident, the big boss will fire me otherwise. Nothing I will do or say will change big boss mind.

I admit... it was partly my fault and.... I would say... it was one of my shortcomings.

From the criticism that i obtained ...and .... If there are spirits and believe left in myself i dont want to loss it... I'm not thankful that they fired me.... just want to move on.....but bear and deal the consequences that may occurs (i.e., financial aspects).