learning and cherishing

It's been awhile since I last visit my blog.... i guessed i been busy....

There's a lot of things happend in my life... some aren't pleasant.

A lot to be considered one of those learning points in my life.

But some of them are so much fun and cherish the most.

Lesson to Learn

I have a new job now. Started March 2007..... and found out,... not ideal job for me because of the following reasons:

a. I do not enjoy it
b. Does not in line or connected to Information Technology (which I love) c. Lower salary but minimum (non- benifits yet)
d. I would say not quite challenging,.... but there are some things that I can pick up and learn from day to day.
e. Three months probationary (under scrutiny and watchful eyes of course) and its up to me if I let them to regularize my "rendered of service" to them. And from the feedback that I got.... it was negative most of the time.

Negative most of the time would be "Hindi ka pwede dito"; "Malapit na akong mainis sa ale na to"; "Taga rito ka kaya ginagawan ka ng paraan para di maalis dito"....... oh did i mention that comments were actually came from the mouth of my boss. .... and you know what,.... mga friendship? , I have a hunch.... that my boss will fire me. ( he he he he he he) at he he he pa rin.... at nakuha ko pang tumawa (charinggola). And it did crossed my mind ... parang gusto ko silang paniwalaan na ganon nga ako. They hired me because of out of "awa" and not because of my potential and ability.

But to top it all ... I have applied and accepted the job because.......... I got to have one...... and honestly I needed one.!!!! (There i said it). It's practically not my ideal dream job...but i do honestly need one . I need it to sustain not only my needs but for my family (mother, nephews, etc.,)

I need your prayers!!!

And as the days go by...... here the catch..... i was fired.!!!! (June 2007)

Yes .... you head it right.... i got fired!!!! hmmmmmm ... how did i took it.... well..... ill be a hypochite if i say im not affected at all.. but im taking it lightly. And i wondered.... if i made the right decision or reaction??? If i did not give and express my side as an act of retaliation to an irate fault finder sub-boss would the result been different??? You know, just let him shouted at me while he was banging the door and practically intimidating me. I think not..... even if I enlightened the big boss about the incident, the big boss will fire me otherwise. Nothing I will do or say will change big boss mind.

I admit... it was partly my fault and.... I would say... it was one of my shortcomings.

From the criticism that i obtained ...and .... If there are spirits and believe left in myself i dont want to loss it... I'm not thankful that they fired me.... just want to move on.....but bear and deal the consequences that may occurs (i.e., financial aspects).

No particular reason at all :)

Salamat kay Lord Jesus at hindi nanalo yong nakaupo ngayon... anyway hanggang October 31, 2005 lang naman sya. Salamat sa mga sumuporta sa "no 3rd term for chancellorship". We still have 2 months para magkaroon ng negotiation between the ACTETSME Director and Chamber of Commerce of the Philippines with the new chancellor of UPLB na malagyan na ng regular budget ang Center plus "item" for regular position of the personnel. To all bloggers out there.... please pray for us.... na revive ang ACTETSME!

No particular reason

I know it's been nearly 7 months since I posted on my blog. Prior to today posting, I have a hard time signing in ....merely because I have forgotten my password plus the fact I realized its not easy to find the right button to get to where I want to be (i.e., create new posting) .....but its okey now....

Anyways, Mylah (my former officemate and a friend) just transfered to another organization. YES, you heard it right.... she got the job in the International Rice Research Institute at the nearby area where ACTETSME is located. One of the fine and prestigious private organization in the heart of Los Baños, happened to be one of my target place for a job (and still is my favorite). By the year 2006... Im hoping for a fruitful wonderful, prosperous year ahead. (chuva!!)

Last night kasi.... I'd prayed to LORD JESUS to find me a job which has a compensation equivalent to the allowance which I have received when I attended the 2004 APEC Informatization Workshop in South Korea, but the job must be within Los Baños, provided that in line with my present work (IT), a good working/environment condition and moral kind relations with my boss and co-workers, for a permanent position, justly benefits and most of all I love and enjoy the job :).......... Sabihin mo naman na demanding ako .... pero ito ang gusto ko at kailangan ko. (chuva!!!)

I just feel like chatting

The "Credit and Finance Section" for the ACTETSME Website is nearly finished, just few more days and it will be uploaded. I did some modification using Homesite (i.e., tags and html). Its fun but sometime I found it very monotonous..., but its okey

I felt pain in my shoulder and neck nowadays.... I dont know why. I found myself catching my breath for no reason.... I just felt Im exhausted. Its get weird I dont know whats happening to my body. Maybe because Im getting really old.

i still dont know how

im still trying to figure out how to add photo on my blog

still browsing

Trying hard to figure out how to add pics on my profile.... still need much browsing...... ey!